it burns it burns

the burn, it reminds me of summers lost in time to me. faint memories of happyness and love faded all to quickly from my thoughts. this was not supposed to be a time of sarrow but of change, now all i can see is the diming light of everthing i worked for slipping away, she was right im not ready for this, i dont think ill truely ever be, and yet it still burns, why wont it just go out. there nothing left to burn and it keeps going, maby in the end that was my porpis, to start the burn, feel the burn, and let the burn take over, all i can ever remeber is the pain i have brought others, and all my forsight see's is more pain, caused by yours truely. is this really all i was ment for? to burn away happyness of those around me? .......