To day i make a blog, ..... bloody ayla made it look fun.
though to day i feel nothing no happiness, no sadness,
Just nothing.
i dont know what wrong with my head why i cant trust anything or anyone,
why am i so sickened by my fear?
Everyone has fear but i cant stand the fact i do,
did i make the right choice?
i promised myself i would never try this again,
and yet here i am trying.
i hope this dosent hurt like last time,
but i cant help it, its all i ever really wanted.
lol sense no one would think to look for me on here i got a nice journal.